Just had dinner but having mixed feelings thinking about the weird dream I had just now. T'was super scary yet real, like I was dead but I wasn't? I don't know, so hard to phrase that kind of feeling. It's like somewhere in between. Worse part is, I could see ghosts. And it was mad scary having them popping here and there everywhere. Eee the more I think of it, the more uneasy I feel ):
S said it's because of the Spooktacular assignment that I recently handed in. Must be them haunting me lah. Man, I need to have a clear mind soon, won't be able to survive if they occupy my mind so much. Can't believe I struggled so much in the dream, cos I felt super uncomfortable when I woke up D:
This week past by like a flash! I mean, really! Probably due to the assignment deadlines and submissions! Let's see....
Mon 16/11 - Contemporary Special Interest Tourism Field Study Outline submission
Tues 17/11 - Don't bother asking, I didn't sleep the whole night rushing out report for FEM. Almost died the next morning ._. Officially hate FEM!! Rawrrrrrrr.
Thurs 19/11 - Club, Resort & Spa Fila Chart Submission (a lil guilty on my part cos it was mostly Selina's hardwork for editting and all - the rest of the group were rushing FEM D: but still, we were threw back to square one by our tutor, so today we had to re-assign parts and do a new FILA)
Fri 20/11 - Meeting friends at night! :D
Sat 21/11 - Run for Hope briefing at TP 11am
Sun 22/11 - Terry Fox Run For Hope at East Coast Park @5.30am LOL until noon! Travel & Transport Business Self-Directed Learning Deadling 2359hrs
What a happening week! Next week will be a much slacker one because of Hari Raya Haji :D Minus away the free day I have on Wed because I have no school, leaves me with 3 day for school! Yay, finally a well-deserved break after the mad rush for the assignments!
Supposed to have a long day of lectures but because the virus bugs decided to attack me, i was defeated with a pounding head, a at-times-blocked-at-time-runny nose. HOW ANNOYING.
So instead of leaving at 6pm, I decided to leave at 1pm, after my Contemporary Special Interest Tourism Lecture. Thank god for lecturers who finished lecture early, we were dismissed at 12pm! *JOY & TEARS*
Yeah anyway, was craving for mie tai mak (and I believe that sick people should eat and drink more soup based food :d) so yeah I went to buy the raw ones and got my ah ma to cook for me for lunch, 80cents of lunch, how cheap is that! :D
Then the most fortunate thing on earth happened to Princess Sindy, leaving her touched to tears (Well I didn't know I can cry so much when I'm so touched O:) but yeah, it was really nice having someone to send you medicine and leaving it outside your doors. It may mean nothing much, but to me, it meant so much more.
If you haven't already know me, I'm a person who's easily satisfied - not that I'm not picky (I know I am, at times) but as much as possible, I appreciate every single little things that people do for me, because I'd want people to appreciate me much more when I do something for them. Never mind if you don't agree with my view point, but just pretend I'm an easygoing person lah ok :d
And for that I want you to know this:
Dear S, I know it's been really hard on you, especially with the A's but thank you nevertheless for showering me care which came really at the right point of time. To think I was so childish to tell you that,"Sometimes I feel like falling sick just so people can care more about me." ): And yet, people like you, always make me feel so belong, so complete. So what would I do if I didn't see you this afternoon? You are the one who needed more encouragement and support, yet you are the one who showed me that I matter more than anything else. How can I not be touched?
Now that I learnt how people care for me (Yes, the numbers are definitely more than 1 - people like Lya, Shinn, Ivan, Hx & Weilong definitely deserve applause too : )) I will want myself to do the same to them too. It's a shame how I'm so burdened with school. Pinky promise that I will treat you guys nicer, because you guys are the best : )
THIS POST WAS DONE UP DAYS AGO BUT I DIDNT PUBLISH:
I'm such a winner. Really, fancy falling asleep on the bed with SindyJunior (my laptop) watching me the whole time. Totally not helping in conserving Earth's energy at all ): And the sad part is, I scare myself stiff because:
1) I fell asleep thus didn't set alarm 2) I thought I have tutorial at 9am, I was jerked awake at 8:20am 3) I was panicking to look for people who might know if there's tutorial
TOTAL WIN.
Didn't expect myself to be so tired over my APEC duty. Seriously, 8 hours standing is no joke - putting strain on your back, and most importantly, your feet. Can't sit even when you see a chair nearby. Hahaha. And doing duty for 2 days consecutively (7th & 8th) totally burned out my weekends and drained off all my energy. It's a wonder how I could even churn out a FILA chart for my Club, Resort & Spa project work in the midst of it. Woooo!
But over the past two days, I've made quite a bit of friends and I'm really glad to have them! Cos they are so awesome, especially those that I met on the 7th ^_^ Funny shit haha. Yesterday's was alright too, just that not as happening :x
Guess I didn't regret taking up this offer of being part of APEC Team : ) At least this Meet & Greet the APEC delegates job is giving me some exposure to alot of things. I served 12 delegates yesterday as compared to the first day where I hardly even know if I've served any. Probably 2? HAHA.
Like it the most when the delegates approach us on their own and talk to us : ) There was this cute angmoh from Chile taking the Sydney flight who talked to me yesterday: "Why so hot!" HAHAHA. He just kept asking questions, ranging from, "How much is SGD for 1USD?" to "So how do I get to Pan Pacific Hotel?" :D
The best part was to get into the airport transit area actually because we had the airport pass, so we could at least sneak a bit on the products inside. Hiak hiak! Very tempted to buy the things inside but...... $$$$$. HAHA. I heard some guy went inside and bought Charles & Keith footwear during his break. Vain much!!
(Okay update: I just received a text from Selina and she said she got scared by my text >_<) HAHAHA. I'm sorry darling!!
The PeopleSearch People in charge for this Apec summit was really nice to us, preparing drinks and snacks for us so that we will all be energized for our duty. How sweet right! ^_^ Dinner was also packed for us everyday!
Update: My Saturday and Sunday's (7th & 8th) duties were cancelled somehow. Guess there'll be very little influx of people coming from other countries to come attend the forum since it's ending already? HAHA. Yeah.
Very excited now because I'm getting my new phone tonight!! Sony Ericsson Aino is my new baby ^_^ Hehehehe. No school for me today, just finished my brunch and is now sipping my Melon Cream Soda :D Life's good man!! Happy like a penguin now <:
Lots of things I want to do:
Change blogskin (I know, it's been forever!!)
Tidy up study room
Pack my wardrobe
Visit Ikea
Lose weight, slim down, go on diet!! (Whatever it is, shed those fats!!)
Get organized with my studies
Buy new clothes HAHAHAHA
Get rich! LOL
Movies I wanna watch:
My Sister's Keeper
Love Happens
500 Days of Summer
And lots of lots of crazy and happy things to come! Wish time would just freeze at this moment then I can stay as happy forever : )
Had an extremely long day today from 9-6pm with lectures throughout! What sucks most is how they are back to back with only an hour break ): Thank god we were released early for some of the lectures and alas, really early for the last lecture! Was already home by 6.10pm :D
This lecture thingy is really draining my energy off. Every Tuesday is like the most torturous day of the week, hate it ):
It kinda makes me realise how unhappy a person I've become when Shihua asked me today: " Why you look so emo? " All along, I thought I was behaving just like myself, but now I finally know why I'm losing my friends one by one by being not so happy. I NEED TO GET MY OLD SELF BACK.
Whatever things that may have happened, some things only happen once. And I really miss the past. Along with the people that were around..... They say, people come and go. How true. Despite my repeating efforts in trying to prove my presence, I'm still here. With nothing.
And it's depressing enough, when I don't see the people around me who's trying to care. Sindy, why are you so stubborn?
Have to say a big sorry to people who tried to shower me with lots of care and love! You know who you are, because I know it too :) Just gonna let you guys know that, I WILL BE POSITIVE ABOUT MY LIFE! And I will try with my utmost ability to be happy and enjoy every single second of my life :D YES, don't care anything, JUST PLAY AND BE HAPPY! ^_^
Mad sian!! So busy for these few days wahlaoooo. All the eyebags, dark circles, swollen eyes, swollen lips, sore throat, cough start to come liao. I'm telling you, BRING IT ON MAN. LOL. I'm not scared!!! Sindy is imbaaa strong!
(laughs)
Okay, next. I'm just trying to illustrate how I'm still living even when I'm so flawed. HA!
Anyway the mad busy woman me is so packed!! ): See my schedule! RAWRRRRRRRR
Sat 31 Oct Collect APEC Uniform 9am - 4pm Celebrate Ah ma's 80th Birthday!
And definitely more to come...... too lazy to continue ):
I'm looking for tickets to Sentosa's latest attraction - WaveHouse!! Hopefully we can go in and chillout or something 8D
Starting from Oct, Wave House Sentosa will be the ultimate flowriding, dining and entertainment destination at Siloso Beach in Singapore, with the revolutionary Double Flow Rider® and the 10-foot FlowBarrel™. Wave House opening party will feature a spectrum of hot DJs and live acts including Johan Gielen (NL), Richard Durand (NL), Atomic Hooligan (UK), Roc Raida (US), and Dub Pistols (US) with tunes flowing round the clock, giving guests a taste of the type of entertainment they can expect at Wave House throughout the year.
Doesn't it sound like something fun? HAHAHA. If only I know how to surf too! But the thing is -_- I don't even know how to swim lah..... -____________________- Major diao!
Can check out their Facebook page too if interested!
Just had dinner but having mixed feelings thinking about the weird dream I had just now. T'was super scary yet real, like I was dead but I wasn't? I don't know, so hard to phrase that kind of feeling. It's like somewhere in between. Worse part is, I could see ghosts. And it was mad scary having them popping here and there everywhere. Eee the more I think of it, the more uneasy I feel ):
S said it's because of the Spooktacular assignment that I recently handed in. Must be them haunting me lah. Man, I need to have a clear mind soon, won't be able to survive if they occupy my mind so much. Can't believe I struggled so much in the dream, cos I felt super uncomfortable when I woke up D:
This week past by like a flash! I mean, really! Probably due to the assignment deadlines and submissions! Let's see....
Mon 16/11 - Contemporary Special Interest Tourism Field Study Outline submission
Tues 17/11 - Don't bother asking, I didn't sleep the whole night rushing out report for FEM. Almost died the next morning ._. Officially hate FEM!! Rawrrrrrrr.
Thurs 19/11 - Club, Resort & Spa Fila Chart Submission (a lil guilty on my part cos it was mostly Selina's hardwork for editting and all - the rest of the group were rushing FEM D: but still, we were threw back to square one by our tutor, so today we had to re-assign parts and do a new FILA)
Fri 20/11 - Meeting friends at night! :D
Sat 21/11 - Run for Hope briefing at TP 11am
Sun 22/11 - Terry Fox Run For Hope at East Coast Park @5.30am LOL until noon! Travel & Transport Business Self-Directed Learning Deadling 2359hrs
What a happening week! Next week will be a much slacker one because of Hari Raya Haji :D Minus away the free day I have on Wed because I have no school, leaves me with 3 day for school! Yay, finally a well-deserved break after the mad rush for the assignments!
Supposed to have a long day of lectures but because the virus bugs decided to attack me, i was defeated with a pounding head, a at-times-blocked-at-time-runny nose. HOW ANNOYING.
So instead of leaving at 6pm, I decided to leave at 1pm, after my Contemporary Special Interest Tourism Lecture. Thank god for lecturers who finished lecture early, we were dismissed at 12pm! *JOY & TEARS*
Yeah anyway, was craving for mie tai mak (and I believe that sick people should eat and drink more soup based food :d) so yeah I went to buy the raw ones and got my ah ma to cook for me for lunch, 80cents of lunch, how cheap is that! :D
Then the most fortunate thing on earth happened to Princess Sindy, leaving her touched to tears (Well I didn't know I can cry so much when I'm so touched O:) but yeah, it was really nice having someone to send you medicine and leaving it outside your doors. It may mean nothing much, but to me, it meant so much more.
If you haven't already know me, I'm a person who's easily satisfied - not that I'm not picky (I know I am, at times) but as much as possible, I appreciate every single little things that people do for me, because I'd want people to appreciate me much more when I do something for them. Never mind if you don't agree with my view point, but just pretend I'm an easygoing person lah ok :d
And for that I want you to know this:
Dear S, I know it's been really hard on you, especially with the A's but thank you nevertheless for showering me care which came really at the right point of time. To think I was so childish to tell you that,"Sometimes I feel like falling sick just so people can care more about me." ): And yet, people like you, always make me feel so belong, so complete. So what would I do if I didn't see you this afternoon? You are the one who needed more encouragement and support, yet you are the one who showed me that I matter more than anything else. How can I not be touched?
Now that I learnt how people care for me (Yes, the numbers are definitely more than 1 - people like Lya, Shinn, Ivan, Hx & Weilong definitely deserve applause too : )) I will want myself to do the same to them too. It's a shame how I'm so burdened with school. Pinky promise that I will treat you guys nicer, because you guys are the best : )
THIS POST WAS DONE UP DAYS AGO BUT I DIDNT PUBLISH:
I'm such a winner. Really, fancy falling asleep on the bed with SindyJunior (my laptop) watching me the whole time. Totally not helping in conserving Earth's energy at all ): And the sad part is, I scare myself stiff because:
1) I fell asleep thus didn't set alarm 2) I thought I have tutorial at 9am, I was jerked awake at 8:20am 3) I was panicking to look for people who might know if there's tutorial
TOTAL WIN.
Didn't expect myself to be so tired over my APEC duty. Seriously, 8 hours standing is no joke - putting strain on your back, and most importantly, your feet. Can't sit even when you see a chair nearby. Hahaha. And doing duty for 2 days consecutively (7th & 8th) totally burned out my weekends and drained off all my energy. It's a wonder how I could even churn out a FILA chart for my Club, Resort & Spa project work in the midst of it. Woooo!
But over the past two days, I've made quite a bit of friends and I'm really glad to have them! Cos they are so awesome, especially those that I met on the 7th ^_^ Funny shit haha. Yesterday's was alright too, just that not as happening :x
Guess I didn't regret taking up this offer of being part of APEC Team : ) At least this Meet & Greet the APEC delegates job is giving me some exposure to alot of things. I served 12 delegates yesterday as compared to the first day where I hardly even know if I've served any. Probably 2? HAHA.
Like it the most when the delegates approach us on their own and talk to us : ) There was this cute angmoh from Chile taking the Sydney flight who talked to me yesterday: "Why so hot!" HAHAHA. He just kept asking questions, ranging from, "How much is SGD for 1USD?" to "So how do I get to Pan Pacific Hotel?" :D
The best part was to get into the airport transit area actually because we had the airport pass, so we could at least sneak a bit on the products inside. Hiak hiak! Very tempted to buy the things inside but...... $$$$$. HAHA. I heard some guy went inside and bought Charles & Keith footwear during his break. Vain much!!
(Okay update: I just received a text from Selina and she said she got scared by my text >_<) HAHAHA. I'm sorry darling!!
The PeopleSearch People in charge for this Apec summit was really nice to us, preparing drinks and snacks for us so that we will all be energized for our duty. How sweet right! ^_^ Dinner was also packed for us everyday!
Update: My Saturday and Sunday's (7th & 8th) duties were cancelled somehow. Guess there'll be very little influx of people coming from other countries to come attend the forum since it's ending already? HAHA. Yeah.
Very excited now because I'm getting my new phone tonight!! Sony Ericsson Aino is my new baby ^_^ Hehehehe. No school for me today, just finished my brunch and is now sipping my Melon Cream Soda :D Life's good man!! Happy like a penguin now <:
Lots of things I want to do:
Change blogskin (I know, it's been forever!!)
Tidy up study room
Pack my wardrobe
Visit Ikea
Lose weight, slim down, go on diet!! (Whatever it is, shed those fats!!)
Get organized with my studies
Buy new clothes HAHAHAHA
Get rich! LOL
Movies I wanna watch:
My Sister's Keeper
Love Happens
500 Days of Summer
And lots of lots of crazy and happy things to come! Wish time would just freeze at this moment then I can stay as happy forever : )
Had an extremely long day today from 9-6pm with lectures throughout! What sucks most is how they are back to back with only an hour break ): Thank god we were released early for some of the lectures and alas, really early for the last lecture! Was already home by 6.10pm :D
This lecture thingy is really draining my energy off. Every Tuesday is like the most torturous day of the week, hate it ):
It kinda makes me realise how unhappy a person I've become when Shihua asked me today: " Why you look so emo? " All along, I thought I was behaving just like myself, but now I finally know why I'm losing my friends one by one by being not so happy. I NEED TO GET MY OLD SELF BACK.
Whatever things that may have happened, some things only happen once. And I really miss the past. Along with the people that were around..... They say, people come and go. How true. Despite my repeating efforts in trying to prove my presence, I'm still here. With nothing.
And it's depressing enough, when I don't see the people around me who's trying to care. Sindy, why are you so stubborn?
Have to say a big sorry to people who tried to shower me with lots of care and love! You know who you are, because I know it too :) Just gonna let you guys know that, I WILL BE POSITIVE ABOUT MY LIFE! And I will try with my utmost ability to be happy and enjoy every single second of my life :D YES, don't care anything, JUST PLAY AND BE HAPPY! ^_^
Mad sian!! So busy for these few days wahlaoooo. All the eyebags, dark circles, swollen eyes, swollen lips, sore throat, cough start to come liao. I'm telling you, BRING IT ON MAN. LOL. I'm not scared!!! Sindy is imbaaa strong!
(laughs)
Okay, next. I'm just trying to illustrate how I'm still living even when I'm so flawed. HA!
Anyway the mad busy woman me is so packed!! ): See my schedule! RAWRRRRRRRR
Sat 31 Oct Collect APEC Uniform 9am - 4pm Celebrate Ah ma's 80th Birthday!
And definitely more to come...... too lazy to continue ):
I'm looking for tickets to Sentosa's latest attraction - WaveHouse!! Hopefully we can go in and chillout or something 8D
Starting from Oct, Wave House Sentosa will be the ultimate flowriding, dining and entertainment destination at Siloso Beach in Singapore, with the revolutionary Double Flow Rider® and the 10-foot FlowBarrel™. Wave House opening party will feature a spectrum of hot DJs and live acts including Johan Gielen (NL), Richard Durand (NL), Atomic Hooligan (UK), Roc Raida (US), and Dub Pistols (US) with tunes flowing round the clock, giving guests a taste of the type of entertainment they can expect at Wave House throughout the year.
Doesn't it sound like something fun? HAHAHA. If only I know how to surf too! But the thing is -_- I don't even know how to swim lah..... -____________________- Major diao!
Can check out their Facebook page too if interested!
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Ola! I’m Sindy! If you don’t know me, then you should :D cos I’m awesome! har harr >:D I am a complete mess 99% of the time and I don’t have a talent – I wish I did.
Major love for toys, gachapon (capsule machines) and junkies of the same sort. Addicted to collecting items of: Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas, Scrump, Stitch, Mametchi.! Stars, skullz, rainbows are awesome ♥ Enjoys graphic illustrations and love to have times to make cardz & write cutesy little notes for loved ones.
